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Article Title:	Fallen Worship Leader
Author of reported comment:	Forgiven
Comment Date:	01:34 on May 25 2009
Comment:	I am writing with trepidation, as I have experienced such forgiveness that I did not deserve. I knew better, but somehow I was powerless to do the right thing. I was brought up in a ministers family, all of my siblings became Christians early in our childhood. After 25 years of marriage to a good Christian man, both of us with ministries and being used by God, I fell. Somehow I allowed myself to believe I was helping the other person, but I fell hopelessly in love. I allowed this deception to continue for 3 years, and I don't understand God's grace and goodness, but He protected me from being discovered. I had a good Christian friend whom I could go to for help and guidance, as I struggled to give up this powerful bondage. Eventually and with many tears and many times of repentance, I came through. I prayed to God that if he wished for me to tell all to my husband, that he had the permission from me in his time. That time may still come. In the meantime, our marriage is very good. I have accepted this awesome forgiveness that God provides, when we least deserve it. I have moments when Satan scares me into thinking God has not forgiven, but they are only fleeting times, and I again quickly turn on your Live Worship CD and weep before my God. Terry, come back. It is not worth it. God loves you so much, and Satan is trying to destroy you. Don't let him win. To experience God's forgiveness is the sweetest thing. When you do, nothing else matters anymore. Just loving God and doing His will. I just know God loves you and is waiting.

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